End Year Love

It's the ending of the year
It just began and I'm off
I was waiting for it all this time
But there is something wrong

I have something holding me back
It makes me not want to go
I wanna stay cause I have this feeling
I could do good back home

But I don't disappoint and I go
I say nothing about it
I make no big deal
And no one knows

I have this regret inside my head
Something no one could imagine
Cause I'm a weird person
I had that strange feeling

I had it for a reason
Maybe it was for really nothing
But truly I knew there was something
Maybe not yet but it could be

I knew I'd be back but I got nervous
Cause the reason I didn't want to go
Was a reason why I have this emotion now
Something new to me I think it could be real

I want to give it a try
Maybe something cool can happen
Maybe I can get in that race
The race or game they always talk about

The one with love
They say no loves the same
You got to discover it
You must not deceive

You must be true
You got to try your best
Make the best of yourself
And let your heart take care of the rest